As at the time of this writing, it's almost 1AM. I'm heading to Kuching, Sarawak for the second time to pay my gf a visit (and her mom...which is very hard to impress..). My flight is at 9:40am and I should have gone to bed. But I'm too tired. My eyes are as dry as Coke can against a sour plum. No, I don't know what it means.

I spoke with our Human Resource Manager about my intention to be transfered to Customer Service few days ago. She was totally surprised. So she told me that the reason the floor manager is pissed with everyone of us is actually because he had to give the company founder weekly report on stuff that we are doing. Meaning to say...he's having a major stress. She suggest that I stay in my current department.

So u know what? I went to see the floor manager and had a man to man talk. I'm older than him btw. So I said that I now know what's wrong with him, and then I will try as much as possible to help him. He showed his true colors after hearing that. He was like...totally down and never thought what sort of hell he's been giving to all of us. Yes..all of us.

Sometimes.. trying too hard is not good...to anyone near you or working with you. There will always be 'stress'..but how you handle it or channel it out is important. My boss always have this goddamn stress but he said to me that when get stressed out, he would just say... "Fuck it." How I adore this guy.

So what do people do when they're having stress? For some of these guys, they go to the gym, or to the nearest hawker stall, or play World of Warcraft (which I think is a bad idea..you'll get more stress). For me, there are several things that I'd do :

- compose songs (I'm composing a theme song for Offgamers btw. Sepultura's Roots style)
- listen to Cradle of Filth (sometimes I wish that I'm a real vampire. So I don't need to pay tax)
- do 3D (which after that pisses me off)
- sleep (I don't get much nowadays)

So how about you? Do you pull out your nose hair to release stress? Do what you want :)

Oh yeah..I've cut my hair. I want to murderise the hairstylist!! I wanted a Japanese-style school reject but instead I got a "I'm a 16 years old school boy and I like to study. When I grow up I want to be like Britney Spears." ZOMGWTFBBQ..........................................

Bleh..nevermind, it'll grow long again. I wish it's still 1995~98 tho. Because I really love my long hair. And the fact that I didn't shampoo for one who year still amazes me.

Shit..it's already 1:30AM. I'd better hit the sack.

Sarawak, here I come again :)