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My artworks at MirageWorks
Saturday, December 22, 2007

www.mirage-works.com


Wow. They've revamped the whole site. Nice work, Mr KC!

Here's a list of what I've did when I was with them, according to their website:

3D Computer Graphics

Abstract : 1
Realism : 1, 2, 4 (i couldn't finish it coz was quiting the job, so someone else musta have finished it), 19
Sci-Fi : 1, 2, 3, 4


Illustration


Vector : (manipulation and layout. actual illustrations by freelancers) 2 - 12 were for the moronic Hewlett Packard Singapore client. I still hate you, you know. Bollocks.




Ahh..those were the days. Now I'm stucked here doing something that I never planned to. Have I chose the correct path? Do I belong in RMT or 3D? My boss suggested that I do 3D freelancing. That's not a bad idea :)

So..to start off my 2007 3D...I'm gonna do something which is related to what I like currently ; Lineage 2 online game.

Watch this space~
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The other side
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Along the way, I've went through heaven and hell on earth. Hey, I'm still here. Barely. But still breathing. Last week went for a medical checkup bcoz I had stress related symptoms. I tend to forget my footing when going down/up the stairs, I forget the things told to me 5seconds ago, I've lost more weight than normal, I bite more and more nails, I tend to forget that I'm crossing the road... Basically, I can't figure out where, or what I'm doing. Yes..what the hell. I'm taking meds given by the doc, so if it still doesnt "work", I'm gonna have to go back to the hospital for a brain scan or something. Well.......I should be going back there again actually. But that would create suspicion among the top management. I WANT to work! I want to reach 5 figure salary! I want to take over the floor manager's position! (well okay, not now.. crazy ah you..) If I keep applying for emergency leave and/or medical leave, the top hats won't like it, my mom won't like it, and my dad won't like it (my dad never take any MC ..EVER!)

BTW, the floor manager is not a bad person. He's just being ass kicked by the big kahuna. I asked him the other day, how does he sleep every night with every big tasks in his head, bcoz frankly, I would have got braindead! (Jokingly, he said that he doesn't sleep..heh) Instead of being pissed with him (like I did before), I actually feel PITY for this guy. There is no way in hell got some other ppl that can replace him (well, unless he comes over to me with a couple of guns)

All I can say to him is this : Yes, there are lots of people in the office that actually hates you, but I understand. Being a leader is not an easy shit. It IS shit, but it ain't easy. When your staff do things badly, you're the one who'll get the iron rod thrust in your ass. TWO iron rods! Keep doing the "smiley" when MSNing your subordinates. Make them feel like you're a friend, and they will do their job happily. Happy staff does their work efficiently and with dedication. Stressed out staff, well..you know the story. Goodluck! :)

Anyways, there are things that I want shout out. More or less the other side of my life that ppl don't actually know or notice. Here there are :


- Sexually molested, twice, when I was a small kid.
- First suicide attempt at age 9.
- Most recent suicide attempt was circa 2002. It was my uhmm...lost count..
- I have Hello Kitty fetish
- I'm an Atheist since 2002. Still am. I don't do this religion thingy.. Hoaxes and myths if u ask me.

BTW, I was watching House MD and heard one nice quote from him, and I wanna share it with you :)

"If you believe in Eternity, then, Life is irrelevant.."

Cool eh? :)

Oh, here's my recent screenshot of my Lineage2 character. Currently at level 66 (hooray!)

note: had to reduced the image quality




BTW..stop dreaming about getting RM5000 salary if all you do everyday is going back home at 5pm sharp. Do extra work. Get your effort noticed by your superiors. Get promoted after that. As what my floor manager said to me :

"There are no stupid people in this world. Only lazy people."

But yeah I know, don't overdo it until it kills you. I'm not stupid. I'm not a moron. I'm a hardworking SOB. Same like my dad. Same like my granpa.

Well, it's already past midnight. I should be going to bed now. Should have good rest, after all, RMT (Real-money Trading) business is very very fast and drains your energy quickly. (and your sanity eventually. bleh..)

See ya!!


p,s: i'm gonna change my blog skin again.
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greets
Fairoz Shizumaru
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Born on October 1977
Half Libra, Half Scorpio


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