HR Manager that cares!
Friday, November 23, 2007
The HR Manager spoke with me this afternoon. She asked me if I'm still interested in joining Customer Service instead. I told her, if I go there, who will be replacing me then? I'm not the kind of person that jump out of a burning plane. Instead, I'd rather die with it. Dunno why.. maybe it's because I'm a Scorpio...
The bum thing is..she reads my blog! ZOMGWTFBBQ!
Well, it's actually not a bad thing (according to her) because I have a "place" to let out my frustation and anger (it's either the blog or I will let the toilet seat up. You choose.) She said that, she would normally tell her problems to her mirror (that's one unlucky mirror). How pity. I thought that when we're married, we have someone to talk to. Not everything is in color I guess. Most of them are gray. ("Gray is the new black" - Mel Gibson)
Shut up, Mel.
Anyways, this Sunday is her birthday, so I would like to say,
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The bum thing is..she reads my blog! ZOMGWTFBBQ!
Well, it's actually not a bad thing (according to her) because I have a "place" to let out my frustation and anger (it's either the blog or I will let the toilet seat up. You choose.) She said that, she would normally tell her problems to her mirror (that's one unlucky mirror). How pity. I thought that when we're married, we have someone to talk to. Not everything is in color I guess. Most of them are gray. ("Gray is the new black" - Mel Gibson)
Shut up, Mel.
Anyways, this Sunday is her birthday, so I would like to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MRS HR MANAGER!
(I only got 2 slices of pizza!! Not enough le! RAWR!)
(I only got 2 slices of pizza!! Not enough le! RAWR!)
Oh ya, I've been playing Lineage 2 these few weeks. Na'ah. It's not the official server but a private server. I'm playing in L2Oasis.com's server. At the moment, I've reached level43, Dark Elf Spellhowler. I chose to play a Spellhowler class/type because I'd play a magician class in about any MMORPG games. Below are some screenies of my character. I've named my character "Bunny" because that's what I still love to call my ex-gf. (I still wish I don't need to put the "ex" in front of "gf")
My char with UI turned on. I have so many skills in my skillbars :/
UI turned off. Mosquitos =.="
When casting the Scroll of Escape.
Taken when I was at a coliseum or something.
My char with UI turned on. I have so many skills in my skillbars :/
UI turned off. Mosquitos =.="
When casting the Scroll of Escape.
Taken when I was at a coliseum or something.Well, got to go sleep. I didn't have time to login into L2 tonight because I was preparing a long ass spreadsheet for muh bossess. Need to hand it over before tomorrow afternoon.
p.s: I couldn't believe I bought a new PC just because I wanna play L2. LOL. Money WELL spent. Ooohh! Wanna buy a new mobilephone soon!!
p.s: I couldn't believe I bought a new PC just because I wanna play L2. LOL. Money WELL spent. Ooohh! Wanna buy a new mobilephone soon!!
Shopping spree! Plus, a job offer.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Last week I bought myself a new desktop ; Pentium C2D 2.2, 2GB RAM, 160Gb HDD, Sapphire 2600 HT 256Mb graphics, Belkin G Wireless Router and Belkin Wireless Adapter, but still the same old 15" monitor :p (Total of RM1700+)
I also bought several shirts. I'm gonna get myself a DVD-writer drive, a 19" monitor, a new desk to put my PC and lots more. I'm gonna spend about RM3,000 for this month, because I'm gonna also get muhself a new mobilephone around RM1k.
Where do I get such amount of money? LOL. It's actually my savings which I was saving for marriage. But fuck that. I'm gonna spend it. All these years I've been spending by giving out gifts, flowers, blablabla. So this time and onwards, I'm spending my hard earned money, myself!
Hmm..what else to put in my shopping list. Haha.
Oh ya, SOGO called me up yesterday and offering me a job in Advertising and Promotion. I'm gonna take it if they have at overtime and 5 days or 5 1/2 days week. I'm still waiting for their email about the details and stuff.
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I also bought several shirts. I'm gonna get myself a DVD-writer drive, a 19" monitor, a new desk to put my PC and lots more. I'm gonna spend about RM3,000 for this month, because I'm gonna also get muhself a new mobilephone around RM1k.
Where do I get such amount of money? LOL. It's actually my savings which I was saving for marriage. But fuck that. I'm gonna spend it. All these years I've been spending by giving out gifts, flowers, blablabla. So this time and onwards, I'm spending my hard earned money, myself!
Hmm..what else to put in my shopping list. Haha.
Oh ya, SOGO called me up yesterday and offering me a job in Advertising and Promotion. I'm gonna take it if they have at overtime and 5 days or 5 1/2 days week. I'm still waiting for their email about the details and stuff.
"..it was this road that sees the end of us."
Sunday, November 4, 2007
My Kuching vacation are mixed of joy and sadness. It was very joyful because we went to places that we never got the chance to go when I went there back in March. Sad because me and my girlfriend broke up.
I arrived at Kuching International Airport around 11am or something, after much turbulence and annoyance of small kids screaming in the plane. When I got into my gf's car, the first thing she said was that she was sad and dissapointed of me. I was like, wanted to go back into that same plane exactly that moment. I mean, I was really really looking forward to see her and spend my time with her... and not even a 'Hi' from her. Well then, i said to myself, "Here we go again..".
Actually, her mom and sister were waiting for me at their house. From the look of the whole situation, I think her mom was trying to show my gf's sis how ugly, skinny and fragile I am. Let's just say that her mom likes to talk bad things behind my back (which is not really a bad thing because I have problems controlling my anger if you talk bad things in front of me..but then again..talk bad things behind a person is not ethical either..).
So then, my gf decided that maybe it is best that we become friends instead. I was expecting those words since March, because I can see that she's not really into this whole "sacrifice, blood and glory" thing. I said that, i don't do this "friend" thingy. I would normally change my cellphone number to a different number so that that person won't be able to call me again. I can't do this sort of thing because it hurts to know if that person wanna tell me that she's going out with someone, or getting married, or maybe letting me know that she's found someone that she love. I have problems with that. Big problem. She cried after I said that most probably, she won't hear about me anymore when I get into the plane home.
We went to several places, such as the Sarawak Cultural Village, Jong's "lame" Crocodile Farm, went for shirts shopping at Parkson, watched Resident Evil Extinction movie at Metrowealth Riverside Cineplex..and uhmm...Okay, we didn't really went to lots of places. And that really sucked my vacation. We had planned for a night time ride around Kuching city, but uhmm..her mom...I still don't know if she was pretending to get sick or was really sick (but she was okay the next morning!!) so my gf had to cancel it. She just couldn't bear going out when her mom is sick. I W A S D I S S A P P O I N T E D. Because..it might be my last night with her...
So that night, she spent her time with her cats in the cats' house. I went there to accompany her.
I said,
"Your life is much worst than mine. You can't decide what to do with your life when you have someone deciding everything that you need to do and what to do. You don't have the freedom that most of us have. Life seems to be pathetic. I pity you..therefore, I am willing to be your friend to keep you accompanied.."
There was a glow within her tearful eyes, a sign of relief.
After that, we watched Ratatouille DVD in her house. (and i thought it was a stupid movie..It's really cool movie tho!). After about halfway we we're getting really sleepy and decided maybe we should just go to sleep. We hugged...maybe for the last time. That moment was really special to me. It is something that I would always keep in my memories. It was sad. Two person in love, one person rejected by the world, and another being forced to find a better one. Hopefully you guys realise that you guys just did...taking someone that I love from me in a bad way will get yourself into trouble from high above.
Honey, sorry that I'm not a 60+ kg. Sorry that I don't have a smooth facial skin. Sorry that I have yellow and uneven teeth. Sorry that I walk funny. Sorry that I'm not perfect.
Someday you'll find a much better person. A person that your mom would really really love to talk about to the neighbours, relatives, the world. Someone that she won't talk bad things about him. Someone that she allows you to go out at night.
I'm not that guy, I guess.
When we were heading to the Sarawak Cultural Village, my heart almost stopped when I realised that..it was on the same direction and road to our first 'honeymoon'..the Damai Beach Lagoon back in 3rd of March. And then I said to her..
"It was this road that lead me to you..and it was this road that sees the end of us"
She broke into tears..
I STILL can't believe this is happening. what the fuck? what the fuck?
As of right now, since the day I have arrived back from Kuching, I have been sobbing everyday. Call me gay..or a pussy for crying. This is my life people are playing. Why can't I have a perfect relationship at least once, for god's fucking sakes. If I have a gun NOW, I would blow my head off. This is my 8th breakup. And no longer I will fall in love with anyone, anymore. If I do, hope I will get run over by a truck for breaking this promise, this oath.
Guys, Sorry for this sad and annoying post. Anyway, here are some pics from that trip... maybe the last.. (click on the album)
This song is for her. "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson.
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I arrived at Kuching International Airport around 11am or something, after much turbulence and annoyance of small kids screaming in the plane. When I got into my gf's car, the first thing she said was that she was sad and dissapointed of me. I was like, wanted to go back into that same plane exactly that moment. I mean, I was really really looking forward to see her and spend my time with her... and not even a 'Hi' from her. Well then, i said to myself, "Here we go again..".
Actually, her mom and sister were waiting for me at their house. From the look of the whole situation, I think her mom was trying to show my gf's sis how ugly, skinny and fragile I am. Let's just say that her mom likes to talk bad things behind my back (which is not really a bad thing because I have problems controlling my anger if you talk bad things in front of me..but then again..talk bad things behind a person is not ethical either..).
So then, my gf decided that maybe it is best that we become friends instead. I was expecting those words since March, because I can see that she's not really into this whole "sacrifice, blood and glory" thing. I said that, i don't do this "friend" thingy. I would normally change my cellphone number to a different number so that that person won't be able to call me again. I can't do this sort of thing because it hurts to know if that person wanna tell me that she's going out with someone, or getting married, or maybe letting me know that she's found someone that she love. I have problems with that. Big problem. She cried after I said that most probably, she won't hear about me anymore when I get into the plane home.
We went to several places, such as the Sarawak Cultural Village, Jong's "lame" Crocodile Farm, went for shirts shopping at Parkson, watched Resident Evil Extinction movie at Metrowealth Riverside Cineplex..and uhmm...Okay, we didn't really went to lots of places. And that really sucked my vacation. We had planned for a night time ride around Kuching city, but uhmm..her mom...I still don't know if she was pretending to get sick or was really sick (but she was okay the next morning!!) so my gf had to cancel it. She just couldn't bear going out when her mom is sick. I W A S D I S S A P P O I N T E D. Because..it might be my last night with her...
So that night, she spent her time with her cats in the cats' house. I went there to accompany her.
I said,
"Your life is much worst than mine. You can't decide what to do with your life when you have someone deciding everything that you need to do and what to do. You don't have the freedom that most of us have. Life seems to be pathetic. I pity you..therefore, I am willing to be your friend to keep you accompanied.."
There was a glow within her tearful eyes, a sign of relief.
After that, we watched Ratatouille DVD in her house. (and i thought it was a stupid movie..It's really cool movie tho!). After about halfway we we're getting really sleepy and decided maybe we should just go to sleep. We hugged...maybe for the last time. That moment was really special to me. It is something that I would always keep in my memories. It was sad. Two person in love, one person rejected by the world, and another being forced to find a better one. Hopefully you guys realise that you guys just did...taking someone that I love from me in a bad way will get yourself into trouble from high above.
Honey, sorry that I'm not a 60+ kg. Sorry that I don't have a smooth facial skin. Sorry that I have yellow and uneven teeth. Sorry that I walk funny. Sorry that I'm not perfect.
Someday you'll find a much better person. A person that your mom would really really love to talk about to the neighbours, relatives, the world. Someone that she won't talk bad things about him. Someone that she allows you to go out at night.
I'm not that guy, I guess.
When we were heading to the Sarawak Cultural Village, my heart almost stopped when I realised that..it was on the same direction and road to our first 'honeymoon'..the Damai Beach Lagoon back in 3rd of March. And then I said to her..
"It was this road that lead me to you..and it was this road that sees the end of us"
She broke into tears..
I STILL can't believe this is happening. what the fuck? what the fuck?
As of right now, since the day I have arrived back from Kuching, I have been sobbing everyday. Call me gay..or a pussy for crying. This is my life people are playing. Why can't I have a perfect relationship at least once, for god's fucking sakes. If I have a gun NOW, I would blow my head off. This is my 8th breakup. And no longer I will fall in love with anyone, anymore. If I do, hope I will get run over by a truck for breaking this promise, this oath.
Guys, Sorry for this sad and annoying post. Anyway, here are some pics from that trip... maybe the last.. (click on the album)
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| Kuching 27-31 Oct 2007 |
This song is for her. "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson.