Ah..I love 2002. That's when I got really long hair, kept saying 'fuck you' to total strangers, always in some sort of fight, wore my Nirvana and/or Cradle of Filth shirt, gave no shit about love or what people said about me. Those were the days. How ironic, that when, I keep my head down and be a better person (who are you to judge what is good or bad anyway), there are lots of people trying to take advantage of me. Either on the way to the office, while working, or just plain hang out, people would think like I'm...nothing..Just a person to step on or don't give a fuck. Hmm.."come over" to 2002 then..if you dare. It's the year when I don't care if I've combed my hair to "normal people standards", don't even know the word "sorry" and "thank you" and pissed when people talk about how great god is.
Well, after I've changed, like I said, people think that I'm weak and can just step on my head.... Don't play with fire. 'Cause a tiny fire could burn one big kingdom.
Here are the things I want to point out, if you know what I'm talking about, then it's for you.. :
"Me from 2002" speaking
1. I don't fucking care if you can't move in with me. Stay there then.
2. Fuck you for telling me what to do with my body. You're not Miss World.
3. I can't do all these fucking job alone and expect all these fucking crap to finish before 6pm. What happens if I suddenly quit my job or MIA?
4. This new big project I'm gonna have to do, cannot be done alone. Yeah, you know that I can't do it alone because short of manpower. Well, whoop-dee-doo, Mr Professor. If right now I always go back late, can you imagine what time I'll be going back when I start doing this new thing?
5. I'm hardworking BUT DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE. HOLY FUCK.
6. Why the fuck I always get long-distance girlfriends who aren't committed to relationship? Why the fuck ALWAYS long-distance?
7. Why the fuck you send a guy to the moon but there are lots of people starving in your country? Fucking retard.
8. People are quiting because not much of public holidays and no OT. I know that you don't know why so I'm telling you now. They're tired. Girl, you better act quick. Heck, eventho no OT but I still stay back to finish my work. What do I get in return? Just tired and sleepy next morning. I read somewhere on the Net, one of the reasons ppl quit is bcoz the boss never said Thank You.
9. I'm not an emo. You're just blinded with capitalism. Go in the gray area sometime and you'll see what I see.
Those are the things I would say if I'm still in 2002. I don't actually like to go back there, but I just hate it when people think that I like to say "sorry, it's my fault" all the time. I've changed my life to be a better person (whatever you mean by "better"..seems like i'm still surrounded by morons who call themselves as "normal people") but...........you know wat...........
"..well, whatever, nevermind.. " -Kurt Cobain.
I'm surrounded by "perfect" people. What can I do?
